While the sun rises as he wakes
And burns in the middle of the day,
That’s when she leaves the bed she’ll make
To occupy the room where he’s just stayed.
Across the room, she hears the sound
Of a heart once dead; now, beats so loud–
It echoes and resonates around,
Shakes the walls as she tries to calm it down.
And it dismantled the whole building–
For the first time, she didn’t try to fix it
She stood strong alone in the ruins
And summoned the hope they’ve shamelessly killed.
“What will become of us?”, they asked.
-You’ll be buried deep beneath my past.
“We wish you nothing but sadness.”
-I’ll wish you nothing but forgiveness.
She then built a kingdom of her own,
A fortified place for her resting bones.
One night, as she tried to call it her home,
She bolted awake, said “I can’t live alone.”
So she decided to search far and wide,
Hoping someone would make her feel alive.
Of all the rules that her people abide,
She broke one off and swallowed her pride.
In the city where she used to pray,
She found a boy who is unafraid.
That’s when she left the kingdom she’d made
To occupy the heart where she will stay.
“What have become of us?”, they’d ask.
-You were long ago buried deep beneath my past.
“We still wish you nothing but sadness.”
-I’m done asking for your forgiveness.
*dedicated to patricia
for keeping me sane all the time